January 2009
26 posts
How...
I really need to get over this girl. It’s getting kinda unhealthy and its getting me nowhere. A lot of people (including her) tell me they don’t know what I see in her. She even said she’s not worth my time, but thats a blatant lie. I told her the reason why I like her so much is because in all 17 years of my life, she’s actually the person who came closest to my idea of a...
Jan 31st
Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder
Its 12:45 am but I dont feel an ounce of sleepiness. Today was the last day of finals. I only took the AP biology final today. I ended up guessing on 75 out of 80 questions(seriously), but I ended up getting not too bad of a grade. I’m happy with it. So I left school at about 10:30 and went home and tried to sleep off my cold until 1 pm. Yesterday, I went over to Angie’s house to...
Jan 30th
Vent
It hasnt been a shitty day, but I’m in a bad mood. So I guess I’ll vent. First of all, I’m not a machine that you only talk to when you feel like it. I want to talk when I want to talk, too. I don’t ignore you when I dont want to talk to you. I talk to you even when I dont want to, just for your sake. And if I dont, I was probably away from my keyboard and forgot to tell...
Jan 27th
Boring day..
Today was a normal Sunday. Went to temple to listen to our Rimban’s last service before he retires. It was pretty short, but it left us all pretty sad because we were going to miss him. Then most of my friends went to his retirement lunch, which I didnt go to because my dad forgot to buy a ticket. -.- Oh well. So I went home and waited for Race Driver: GRID to finish, and it did. So I...
Jan 26th
Congrats
So its official between my cousin and Angie. Congratulations to you both and I hope that relationship lasts a really long time. :] Hope you’re happy together. Im posting early today so I wont forget to do it later. Today’s been kinda weird. First I went with my cousin to Verdugo park because he needed me as his subject for his photography. Who was I supposed to portray? Naught but a...
Jan 25th
ListenSong of the day…
Jan 25th
I miss a friend
Nothin interesting happened today. I just miss someone. One of my best friends I think blocked me on AIM. I have no idea why she did it, but it sucks. I miss talking to her. Oh well, I guess I’ll wait it out… *sigh*
Jan 24th
Bounced back up
A couple of posts ago, I said eventually I would bounce back up, which I did Today(even if it was just for Today). I havent posted in a while because there has been nothing to post about. Today, I have something :] Today, Angie and Joanna came over to my house after school to do some studying for AP Biology. We studied about 2 chapters and filled out some worksheets, and then the fun began....
Jan 23rd
Boring MLK day today...
Today was quite the bore. Spent the majority of the day at home doing homework. I did take a break however to create the background you see before you. :] Im proud of it. Woke up at about 9:30 and ate breakfast while reading a play for English. Then I went to my cousin, Mitchell’s house at about 12 to eat lunch with his family. We had Pho. :] Been a while since Ive had that and it was...
Jan 20th
Short Entry
My chest hurts again.
Jan 18th
Today's post
So here I am again, posting about Today’s happenings instead of Yesterday’s. Today was a bit better. Of course, nothing good happened, but again, nothing bad happened either. Another neutral day. School was a bore. Lunch was interesting because it was just my friend and I sitting in silence. I tried posting on here about yesterdays happenings and I ended up typing a lot, but when I...
Jan 17th
Oops forgot to blog yesterday
Yesterday was eventful i guess; it had its ups and downs. More downs than ups though. I guess ill start with the beginning. I finally just asked her if she still liked me and if anything was going to happen between us because I was so confused. She said no. Its fine I guess. I cant say I didn’t see that coming. Her and my cousin are back in love(I think, correct me if Im wrong here). She...
Jan 17th
More contemplation
This one is going to be another rather depressing blog so if you dont like reading my sad ones, dont read this one. Im just not in the mood today. So Today was just a big load of crap. EVERY part of today sucked. Well school was normal so I cant say anything about that. While walking her to class, I invited her and my friend to my house after school. She declined, saying she was going home to go...
Jan 15th
Contemplation
Today was a normal day at school so I wont mention anything about that. The night is when Today differed from the rest of the days. Both my friend and I were contemplating (though im sure all of us has thought about something today, but id like to share his thoughts). He was thinking about why there is so much tension in the world. He had recently broke up with his girlfriend, but he was thinking...
Jan 14th
Nobody really liked today...
Today was okay I guess. Nothing good really happened and more bad happened than good, but I dont feel like being sad or depressed today. The day went by like normal, except 3rd period. My bipolar english teacher was on the bad side of her algorithm today and took it out on us. I finished half an outline (I couldnt do the other half because it was a group project and you were supposed to write...
Jan 13th
Fun weekend
This weekend was pretty fun. I slept over at my temple, which is why I couldnt post yesterday, so Today’s will be both yesterdays and todays. I got to my temple at around 5:45pm to help set up some stuff. Then we baked a WHOLE MESS OF STUFF( cake, brownies, cheesecake, cookies…) and we spent a good hour or so eating those and playing pictionary. Then we moved upstairs to the gym and...
Jan 12th
No I wont wait....forever...
Ahhh Snow Patrol, bringer of good music. :] Anyways, today wasnt so great either, though it was better than yesterday. Today was like any other normal day. Bio was pretty interesting though. o.O But I left school feeling in kind of a lonely mood. When I got home, my part that i had ordered online had arrived(1 day shipping?! holy crap!) and that should have made me at least a little bit happier,...
Jan 10th
didnt turn out right...
Today wasnt too great, not even the amazing 5th period class was enough to make Today a good day. I guess ill start with the love life as usual. She warned me today. She told me to brace myself because she was still confused about her ex. I braced myself for the worst and asked her if she was really warning me or just dropping a hint, but she said she didnt know. Big sis says she is really...
Jan 9th
*sigghhhh* (insert heart symbol here because it...
Haha, yes I may be a pansy because i use that symbol, but call me what you want and i dont care. :P I just got off the phone with “her” and my heart is still fluttering. Yes, its kinda cliche to say that to people you love, but Im being totally serious. I have that fluttery, happy-go-lucky feeling in me that happens every time im on the phone with her. I’ve fallen head over heels...
Jan 8th
life is greattt
Today was pretty great. Woke up at 11 to my dad screaming at me(thats the latest ive ever woken up and now you know why). But that didnt bother me. He left to go take care of our other house and so i got to call my crush for about 2 hours :] Then i spent the afternoon cleaning up my room and preparing for school tomorrow(bleh). Im only excited for 5th period because thats the only period i have...
Jan 7th
last day of break
This entry is going to be a bit different from the past diary-styled blog entries. This one is just going to be a random spray of thoughts(going to take a leaf from my big sister’s page). Of course, Ill still post the days happenings at the end of today in case anybody is interested. So Im supposed to be doing my homework right now which i let ALL pile up until today, like any other...
Jan 7th
Soo... fulll....
Today wasnt so bad. Woke up around 10:30ish(damn, thats really late for me), ate breakfast and got on the computer and did some online window shopping(o.O) Then my niece got up, ate her breakfast, then came to my room and watched me type up “yesterdays” blog. Then my dad came in and started yelling at me about how MY club’s t-shirts hadnt come in yet (not my fault because i...
Jan 6th
Oops, forgot to post yesterday
Haha, I guess i was enjoying myself a lot yesterday. Enough to forget to post up on here =O. So youre going to be getting two posts from me today. Anyways, yesterday was pretty chill(I guess.. I slept through most of it). Woke up in the morning at about 8:30, realized I was running a little late (Had to be at the temple by 9:00). Took a quick shower, downed my breakfast, and went to wait in the...
Jan 6th
Again, not so bad
Well, like the title says, today wasnt that bad. Woke up, played a wee bit of Need for Speed again until my dad came in and told me to come down for breakfast while he woke my niece up from her slumber. So we ate, got dressed and got ready to go. We went to my aunts house first, where we spent a good 4 hours. I had to hook up her new TV to her cable and her satellite while my dad was yelling at...
Jan 4th
Not too bad...
So in case you havent noticed, tumblr is kinda like a diary for me. I just post the days happenings although it hasnt exactly been anything other than depressing yet. (Im not emo) Today wasn’t so bad, of course it wasnt great either, but its better than being like yesterday. Started off the morning doing some Boy Scout bookwork(no Need for Speed this morning *gasp*) then played pictionary...
Jan 3rd
Lonely New Years day...
So today was pretty cruddy as well. Pretty lonely beginning, played some Need for Speed in the morning again because my stupid VCR couldnt pick up channel 7 so i couldnt watch the rose parade. So I played until about 11ish or 12ish, which is when my first friend signs on and talks to me(yay). And then my crush decides to call me on the phone so we talk for about a good hour and a half. Then...
Jan 2nd